Fade Away

It takes 60 days to forget a face
I have never been more frightened than I am right now
My mind can’t focus a tear wells up but never leaves my eyes
My nerves are unsteady
It takes 90 days to forget a name
I can barely keep my hands from trembling
My heel keeps tap tap tapping the floor
I know many others have been through this before but I haven’t
The rest follows fairly quickly
I have no idea who to turn to anymore without feeling needy
No amount of check-the-block bull shit prepared me for this
Fade away


  1 comment for “Fade Away

  1. Ipu lefiti
    November 20, 2017 at 10:54 pm

    I Love you son…..mom


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